Eyes

I can't describe to you just how random and scattered my mind is right now. I feel I am incapable of a cohesive thought right now. Not much makes sense. It is strange!! I feel lost. I would love to pray about it (and have tried), but my mind bounces from one thing to the next to the next and so on!! I don't know that I have finished a prayer in 2 weeks!! Pitiful.
I wish I could see myself through God's Eyes. Not the sinful, weak, scattered part that I can't seem to get through, but the covered by the blood, unblemished, son that He sees.
For that matter, I wish I could see myself through my Donna's eyes!! If I could be half the man she sees ....
C

Sickness

Ugh!! What a week!! Grif spiked a 103 fever on Tuesday night. The doctors on Wednesday did the test for the swine flu and it was positive. He has been quarantined to his room ever since. He finally is feeling a little better today. Donna has been battling a sinus infection for a couple of weeks, and finally is feeling better after going to the doctor yesterday and getting on antibiotics. Bailey, mimi, and myself are just hoping and praying we don't get either!!
Chicken N' Dumplins and a pound cake will be made tomorrow to take to the Gills, but I probably won't hold the baby, too much risk that I am carrying something!! Anyone who knows me, knows that is going to kill me, but it is best for Kate. :(
I am still working through some post heart attack depression. Things have been bad for a while now. I havn't felt like talking or blogging about it, and still don't, but I probably need to. Donna is the most patient woman in the world. I don't know how or why!! She is just incredible.
Have a great weekend!
C