Random

As I sit at the office drinking my 2nd cup of coffee (mmmmm), my mind is wandering to nothing in particular. That is happening a lot lately. Nice break from constantly being worried about college funds, retirement funds, future stuff. I've been focusing a lot more on the present lately. The here and now. I havn't talked a great deal about my follow up appointment last week, so I guess this is as good a time as any to get thoughts off my chest.
There is permanent damage to my heart, which obviously I was hoping against!! There is a very good chance that I will get to experience another heart attack again at some point in my life, even if I continue eating healthier, losing weight, not smoking, blah blah blah. Anyway, not the kind of news I was hoping for when at that visit, but the kind of news I got. Needless to say, Thursday and Friday weren't great days!! I was feeling sorry for myself and all that entails. Mad, ticked, sad, upset...etc.
Anyway, since none of us knows the time designated for our final breath here, I guess now I'm just like the rest of you mortals; one day I will die. I guess that I was not aware of this before that Dr appointment!! Crazy huh?
I can start walking and such. I will also be going to cardiac rehab (whatever that means). And hopefully in a month or so, I might be able to play a little softball. We will have to see.
Thank you for all your prayers during this time. I do continue to ask for them for a while longer!!
C